Here we go – surgery, again.

Here we go - surgery, again // Our Baby Jackson Bedingfield_1

(Jackson, eight weeks old)

Hello there. Just wanted to share some news on Jackson this week.

In my previous post, I talked about our last cardiology visit with Dr. Londono in San Antonio. At that appointment, the doctor raised some concern regarding the condition of Jackson’s left mitral valve. Jackson’s heart scans indicated that the problems associated with his valve are continuing to cause extra pressure and constraint on the right side of his heart. Dr. Londono consulted with the group of cardiologists and surgeons at Methodist Hospital to see what next steps we will take to fix these issues. A mitral valve repair surgery is not particularly common for babies Jackson’s age, and while Methodist Hospital in San Antonio has taken care of mitral valve repairs in the past, it is not necessarily a routine procedure that the surgeons see on a regular basis. There are essentially three programs in the United States that specialize in this type of heart repair in babies, and Texas Children’s Hospital in Houston is one of them. Dr. Londono consulted with Dr. Charles Fraser, a surgeon at TCH who specializes in this type of surgery (you can read his bio here). Dr. Fraser agreed to take on Jackson’s case and perform whatever surgery will be necessary to fix the valve. That being said, Jose and I have made the decision to proceed with Jackson’s care at TCH in Houston. While Jackson is not necessarily in critical condition at this point, both doctors believe that waiting any longer may potentially cause severe damage to his heart.

We have known for a couple of weeks that we’d be headed to Houston soon. A little over a week ago, we spoke with the surgery consultant at TCH who asked that we bring Jackson in for some preliminary appointments this past week. She scheduled an appointment at the cardiology outpatient clinic this past Monday, and then another appointment for us to meet with Dr. Fraser yesterday (Friday) to discuss details about the surgery. So last Sunday, my dad and I packed up the hotel room in San Antonio, and we drove Jackson to Houston to be ready for his appointments this week. On Monday at the cardiology clinic, they did some routine procedures, including a new echo scan, X-rays, and blood pressure tests. We then spoke with the cardiologist, Dr. Liou, who will be Jackson’s dedicated cardiologist while here at TCH. We talked to her about Jackson’s condition, and she seems to be in agreement that we need to proceed with the mitral valve repair as soon as possible.

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(The view of downtown Houston from TCH cardiology clinic)

Jose had this weekend off, and was able to drive to Houston on Wednesday in time for our appointment with the surgeon, Dr. Fraser, yesterday. He was very honest with us, and explained that Jackson’s condition is a serious one that needs to be addressed quickly. He told us that the left mitral valve is putting a lot of pressure on Jackson’s heart, lungs, and associated vessels, and that it needs to be surgically repaired as soon as possible.

Based on the imaging he has seen, Dr. Fraser hopes to be able to repair the valve, and also get rid of the small tissue that’s obstructing the valve. The repair will not make Jackson’s mitral valve perfect, but simply “good enough” for the pressures to alleviate, relieving the risk of damage to the associated vessels and lungs. A mitral valve repair will be the “best case scenario” for this surgery. In this case, Jackson’s repaired valve will be able to grow with him over the years, and hopefully even improve a bit as his heart grows and develops.

Of course, it is difficult for Dr. Fraser to know exactly what the problem inside of the heart looks like until he is able to see it with his own eyes. Also, a mitral valve repair is very difficult. The doctor must be able to balance the repair so that there is just enough pressure left on each side of the valve. If, during the surgery, Dr. Fraser realizes that it is impossible to fix the valve, then he will need to replace the valve completely with a mechanical valve. This is not really ideal at Jackson’s age, since there is essentially just one type of mechanical valve that will fit in his tiny heart. Also, a mechanical valve will not grow as Jackson’s heart grows, so this means that we will need to do multiple heart surgeries over his lifetime to change out the size of the valve. A mechanical valve also means that Jackson will need to be on blood thinner medication for the first several years of his life to accommodate appropriate pressures inside the heart. Again, this is not the ideal situation, but it is a big possibility, so we must be prepared for this to happen as well.

Like I mentioned before, Dr. Fraser does not want to wait any longer than necessary to proceed with the repair. That being said, the surgery is scheduled for this coming Tuesday, February 3rd. Dr. Fraser went ahead and ordered blood work yesterday, to make sure that Jackson does not have any infections that will interfere with the anesthesia. If you follow me on Facebook or Instagram, you may have seen my post that Jackson contracted Rhinovirus last week (a very small virus that is common in children his age). However, if the virus is still present in his system, they will need to postpone the surgery for another week or so.

I mentioned this before, but it will be open-heart bypass surgery this time (meaning they will stop Jackson’s heart and connect him to a heart-lung bypass machine, which will circulate his blood throughout the body during surgery). The surgery will last for at least 5 – 6 hours, or possibly longer, depending on any complications or extra steps they may encounter during the procedure. The plan is for us to check Jackson into the hospital early Tuesday morning, and they will start prepping him for surgery around 6am. We will learn by tomorrow whether or not the virus scans came back negative. If so, the surgery is set for Tuesday, and we will begin by taking Jackson in to meet with anesthesiology on Monday morning.

While everything depends on how well Jackson responds to the surgery, we can tentatively expect for him to be in recovery at the hospital for 2 to 3 weeks. After that, we will need to stay in Houston for at least 2 or 3 more weeks after that for follow-ups with the doctors at TCH. The good news is that Jose’s sisters both live in Houston, and we can stay at one of their houses until we’re ready to go back home after Jackson has fully recovered.

During our meeting with Dr. Fraser yesterday, Jose and I asked about statistics associated with the mitral valve repair (such as, what is the likelihood of success with this surgery?). Unfortunately, Jackson’s case is so rare that they only see 2 or 3 similar cases at TCH each year (this says a lot about the rarity of his condition – TCH is one of the leading heart programs in the country, and patients travel from all over the U.S. to receive heart care here). The sample size is so small that it is impossible to assign a statistic with the outcome. However, Dr. Fraser said that he is confident this procedure will improve the condition of Jackson’s heart, which is all we can hope for.

Truthfully, it has been a very difficult few weeks for me. Even though Jackson has been through heart surgery before, it was a lot harder for me to emotionally prepare this time around. Mostly because I know this is a much more complex surgery than what he had in November – it is scary for me to think that Jackson will undergo bypass surgery at such a small age. Also, no one is certain of the outcome at this point. We won’t know for sure which path we will take (mitral valve repair or replacement) until they are in the surgery room with him on Tuesday.

I knew the day would come when Jackson would need to go through heart surgery again, but it makes me sad to think that this day has come so soon. I’m finding it hard to gather the strength to put on a brave face this time. I feel as though I’ve used up all my energy since his last surgery two months ago, and I wonder how we are going to be able to do it all over again. But, now is the time for me to put all my faith in the Lord. I pray that He will give me the courage to stay strong for baby Jackson throughout the whole ordeal. I pray that He will be present with Dr. Fraser to make the right decision for our baby in the operating room. And most of all, I pray that He will comfort sweet Jackson the day of the surgery, and bring peace to him in the coming weeks as he faces recovery.

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(My dad, and his little JB)

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(Jose’s Dad cooked the most delicious lunch for us this week)

On a different note, thank you so much to everyone who continues to send your love and prayers these days. Jose and I are especially grateful for the help we’ve received from our family during this time. My dad has stayed with me for the past six weeks, as Jose travels back and forth from Midland to work. I personally don’t know what I would do without him to help me through all the doctors and hospital visits (we’ve had up to 4 doctors appointments each week, and two hospital visits since he arrived in December). He has also helped tremendously with midnight feedings, diaper changes, bath time – you name it, he’s done it. I would not have been able to manage all of it by myself. I will forever be grateful for the time we’ve spent together this past month and a half. Also, we are truly thankful for Jose’s sister, Cristina, who has opened her home up to us this past week, and has offered to do so as long as we are here in Houston. Ani, who is working abroad in Singapore for the next several months, has offered up her home for our dogs to stay at until Jackson recovers and is back home (Blanca and Canela have been staying between her house and Cristina’s house since we checked into Methodist Hospital on December 13th). Jose’s dad primarily takes care of our pups, and we don’t know what we would do without his help. Thank you so much – we love you all more than words can describe.

xo, Jose & Amanda


3 thoughts on “Here we go – surgery, again.

  1. Amanda, someone once told me that God never gives us more than we can handle and I have always believed that to be true. You are strong, Jose is strong, and baby Jackson has proven to be stronger than any of us could ever hope to be. You have family that loves you and you have friends that support you and with so much love and support coming your way, you will be able to be there for Jackson as he goes through this surgery. My head is bowed and I am praying for you and your family and know in my heart that all will be better for Jackson because of this surgery. I love you and am hugging you in my heart.


  2. Amanda, I’m on my way to meet Itala and Salvador (Ana’s friends in Houston) at the Church. We are attending mass today with our prayers for Jackson. I admire you and Jose for all what you had done to take care of your baby. I’m sure God has you and your precious baby on his hand. I’m already giving thanks to God for the healing of Jackson’s heart.

    I found this phrase: “You never know how strong you are until is the only option you have”.

    Please remember that Love is your essence and any negativity will disappear in front of the light of Love. Your Love will light the path, your Love will supports Jackson on the surgery and Love will comfort you on the waiting time while the surgery is perform. You, Jackson and Jose are surrounded by the Love of extended Family and friends.


  3. Prayers for all of you…Lifting up prayers for baby Jackson,
    For complete healing of his fragile heart.
    Please continue to give all in his care,
    Wisdom and guidance treating his rough start.

    Please allow Amanda and Jose to feel your Presence,
    Perhaps remind them with a slobbery lion rattle:)
    That You WILL give them courage and strength,
    For You are their Peace in this unpredictable battle.

    We thank you, Lord, that we can pray for Jackson,
    And ask anything in Your name and You will do it.
    May all of our measures of faith increase through this trial,
    And our dependence upon You for our needs never quit.


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